I've been having this problem with a guy. No, he's not my boyfriend. It may be shocking for some people but as old as I am, I never dated anyone. I rejected those that came into my life, but why not? I don't like them in that way so why accept right? But yes, I've been working at this place for about maybe 3-4 months because my friend left to Thailand so they needed a Thai person to replace her. I never worked and I thought "What the hay, why not fill in for her?" So thats what I did. And before I worked at this place I would always go visit my friend and chat for a bit and what not. There is a guy there who manages the place and he is Chinese. Moral of the story is he liked me since day 1 he saw me. Which during that time he was freshly single after being cheated on by his ex. When I started working there he asked me out but I rejected him because I am just there to work and I wanted to focus on my goals rather then date a guy. So, he then later backed away. But we were still friends. He then later liked my friend who was Chinese from Beijing, she is here to study for her Masters. But she didn't like him. But he never asked her out, which I find awkward. Anywho, time went by and my friend quit. She worked at the same place I did. So now he and I became a little more close to each other. He would always have my back and never get mad at me if I make a mistake. Out from no where, I started to develop feelings for him. Till today I still cannot explain why or how I did. He's always protecting me from stupid guys as well. Everyone at work are suspicious of us because we are always together and everyone is just rooting for us to date. But, sad part is he will be leaving by the end of this month to run a franchise of the current business down south of Florida. Where as I live in the north of Florida. Therefore, we won't see each other anymore. I feel so sad because I finally really liked him when it is too late. Now he will be leaving. I don't know what to do or say because he cannot stay. And I told him life goes on. Even though the both of us have great feelings for each other, sometimes things aren't meant to be. And I even told him that I hope he meets his true love and what not. Although deep down I felt like bursting into tears while telling him. Every night I cry because he will be leaving soon. Am I crazy for being like this? What should I do?
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